Monday12.35pm

since yesterday i have this feeling of just shouting at you and saying how much i hate you treating me this way.eventhough how hard ill tried to forget about it, it reminds me more deeper.my surroundings are just being a bitch, i get fuck up by it.this is so sick i cant even think of what to do next. i dont know what to do with you anymore.and yesterday mum kept on nagging about something i cant take it anymore and today my face turns really black when i heard some news from someone.what can i say, i didn't have a goodday since friday.how i wish mirah is still here with me in my house.playing talking about problems together and pinch her hand until it turns red and laughing at her and calling her a bitch.
can someone talk to me please? :)