Monday2.59pm

Ive just finish watching iron man. and now I'm craving for double cheese burger because i saw iron man eating those.

my exam is coming next week,theres many things to learn and memorise :(

Sunday10.39pm
i just realise that I'm not good at keeping my hair away from dryness HAHAHA( i really don't know how to explain...)and yes something did happen with my hair. it turns out to be dry even though i wear dove shampoo dry damage with the conditioner EVERYDAY. or maybe my hair just born to be dry HAHAHA

anyway eating fruit salad at night makes me wanna shit hmmmm
and i really hate people using this (hiak dush!) word on me macam irritating seh, aku hiak dush kau betul betul baru tau HAHAHHA

Sunday11.21am

i went to break fast with mirah yesterday. i was craving for my favouriiiiiiteeee wanton noodles HEH HEH .and we went to baby sit after that :D

TODAY MY MUM COOK LAKSA! SEDAP! :D

Friday10.03pm


i dont feel like im fit again. after chatting with elmo about him running at the school track today , i feel like I'm a big loser who doesn't get myself fit HAHAHAHA!! i know i know sounds so WTF hahahaha giler seh aku
but atleast im still in the fitness challenge HEH HEH i wanna become fit i don't want to end up becoming like "lembek-lembek girl" WEAK!!
ANYWAY KAN i spent the whole day today at home taking care of aqil, since everyone was busy with school and work and school and work again and I'm the only one who is fucking free at the moment so mum asked me to take good care of aqil while the others went to school and work yeah.it was the easier thing to do CEH NOT AT ALL OKAY. today aqil was abit NOTTY! HAHAHHAHA he keep on crying and ask me to carry him wherever i go HMMMMM.but it was okay i manage to let him sleep till mum and shabby back home HHEHEHEHEH

friday9.22am

irritating pe kene belajar subnet mask.
i cant believe that I still didn't get any idea about binary.macam irritating ah 01011011 its easy actually to learn it just that i get really irritated with the numbers.ape lah macam macam.lepas satu, lagi satu bende nak kene buat. lepas ni test lagi satu test nak kene buat, nasib exam 1paper je HMMMMMMMMMM.

AND YES IVE BEEN CHEATED. I AM SO SAD RIGHT NOOOOOW. NOT REALLY SAD LAH ABIT ONLY.

btw sekarang nenek keropok dah join raja kuih. maot tu nenek dah maju.
raja kuih raja kuih raja kuih!!!!!!!! :D

AND FOR THE FIRST TIME I SAW SOMEONE WHO HAS THE SAME NAME AS ISLAM HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA BAIK BAIK.

Thursday6.46pm










YOU KNOW YOU KNOW YOU KNOW! I PASS MY DREAMWAVER TEST!!!!! :D
so this means theres no need for me to come on monday and meaning 5DAYS OF Holidays!!! hehhehehhuhuhohohoh

Wednesday10.42pm


i have to admit i only know abit of everything.i cant blame anyone,i cant even blame my previous teacher mr.thomas.i did nt really pay any attention in class and when it comes to exam everyone start to be in school everyday and concentrate on everything in one shot.woah cannot tahan, i am so stress! I've been sleeping really late, trying to figure out this and that.and not to forget, im having homeworks too! and yes tomorrow is my test, we need to do some website.i did alot of practice and so far i think i can do it insyallah. now what im worried about was my networking EXAM.i forgot what ive learn on my year one.i forgot everything about BINARY!!! can you imagine, how stupid am i?i hate maths, i don't like maths because im not good at it,because im a lazy person, i lazy to think or count.hmmm with the help from my new teacher mr nicholas and ms ruhaizah, i manage to understand it bit by bit.

ok lah now i wanna sleep, my butt is really in pain due to my fitness challenge today,you all must be curios why BUTT NOT MY LEGS hahahha OK LA BYE! :D

Wednesday4.40pm

tomorrow TEST,nextweek TEST and then 10Sept EXAM
i know i did bad for my HTML test :(

OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
OMG THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!
saje je nak copy paste banyak kali.......

Tuesday3.47pm


tiring day today,as you can see on the picture, i didn't bring any bags to school i was lazy and theres nothing much to bring also.ive learn alot of things today, i did alot of assignments.and guess what!, one of my assignment paper lost.i dont know where i put it. so today must find the papers at home hmm.anyway my test coming soon same goes to my exam. macam stress nak mampos sebb banyak bende kene buat.
tomorrow is the first day i will start my fitness challenge HEH HEH i hope i can run the 4rounds, afterall its fasting month i cant drink i cant eat. so yeah i will be abit tired but i know i can survive :D

Monday5.13pm
for now i know whats manuela favourite hobby! she love collecting NETS receipt HAHAHHA and her wallet is full of all this junk HAHAHA

i dont know why these days father keep on nagging and angry with everyone around him. kinda pissed off lah

Sunday5.12pm

why do people change?
why do certain people stop drinking when they fasting and will start back after that?
why do guys think girls are sensitive while the girls think guys are just complicated?
why must i keep on finding you, when i know I'm just not you priority?
why do people still smoke, when they know it just not good for them?
why must my friend workout at night?
why must i have this feelings?
why must i be this way?

im tired of being sooo....."cant find any word to describe it"
whenever my exam is coming, i will always have this kinda problem. weird.

Sunday11.01am

spent the whole day yesterday at jojo,declan and sofia house.declan was sick so me and mum come abit faster and i took care of him. he cant really breath well and it pity me alot. and when it comes to night,he told me he didnt want to sleep inside the room by himself, he wanna be with me till his parents back. awwww
yesterday was the first day of fasting,i ate mee soto, sofia and declan want to taste it too, so mum feed them the noddles HAHAHAHA so cute! as for jojo he abit "jakon" he didnt want to taste HAHA and he abit irritating ah yesterday.cannot tahan lor
i dont feel like im fasting at all, i dont even feel like im hungry haha thats a good feeling, lets just stay this way for the whole one month,CAN CAN CAN?SURE CAN LAH :D

Saturday10.23am


yesterday i went to nenek house., and my cousin was asking me about me having a a"tagged" i didn't know i had one! HAHAHAHA so today i try to go the website and OMG I DO HAVE A TAGGED! HAHAHAHHA and when i looked all the photos, it was horrible. old photo ah beb.then i saw this picture when i had a short hair,i remember it was years ago when im only in secondary 3 or 4?
SHOULD I CUT MY HAIR SHORT AGAINNNN?HAHAHAHHA :D

btw SELAMAT BERPUASA :p

Thursday4.50pm


mahdi is getting more and more irritating hmmm. i cant stand it seriously. he didn't want to pray, hes busy getting ready to meet his friends at the playground.

ive already finish all of my projects and now i have to start studying for my exams :( 18 more days and here comes my exam . i went to mr.nic class today morning,write down some notes and hoping it will help me for my exams.

wednesday6.15pm

"things are pretty crazy right now but if i can just take a deep breath and take care of one thing at a time it should all be just fine."

why do i have a blog?because i love typing and to me my blog is my diary.

what i want for my birthday?i want a kitten,lappy,bring somewhere i never been before or bring me somewhere to eat.

why do i wanna be fit?because my napha test is coming soon and plus i wanna join this fitness competition.

when i grow up,what i wanna be?until now i have no idea.but what ive been thinking was to get out for info-com and get into hospitality course.i swear i like that course.

what age will i get married?no idea.

do you want to become a better person? yes of course

today i went to school with my old converse black shoes and i will start asking my friend "EH REMEMBER THIS SHOE? :D" and some will say "YAH, I REMEMBER! HEHE :D" or "I DONT KNOW LEI. I DONT REMEMBER," or "EH WHY YOUR SHOE VERY DIRTY?YOU NEVER WASH RIGHT?" or "EH WHEN YOU BUY THE SHOE?JUST BUY IS IT?" -__________-

i still remember wearing it when i was the first yr student in school HAHA i dont know why i feel like wearing it today.i have to admit the shoe really look so dirty because ive been using it for soccer sometimes hmmm

Wednesday8.39am

islam called me yesterday SEE MY WISH COME TRUE LEI! HAHAHAH

yesterday i had my cyberwellness presentations.teacher ask to post our games at some website he gave us. HAHAHAHHAA but i dont think its really a good idea to posting it there.i dont know why i just feel that way.after present i felt very tired and sick.so i rest for awhile, while manuela and esther helped monhtet with her project. kinda pity her, shes alone doing her project while her partner didn't came to school after she get her bursary MACAM BUSTARD GILER.and the problem about monhtet is, she didnt know whats the project about macam kesian giler. so we helped her abit lah.and i explain to her :D

so yeah and btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY WONDERFUL BEST COUSIN EVER MIRAH!!!! :D I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH AND I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST BABE!

tuesday10.29pm

can i have a new pet?can i have a new kittens or a tortoise or even a chick :D or maybe a rabbit HAHAHA but im kinda scare of rabbits. i dont know why HAHAHHAA it just so scray to me. and frogs yah THIS IS COMMON, ALOT OF PEOPLE ALREADY KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE FROGS.

i think im inlove with..........

to be continue HEH HEH

tuesday10.33am

4hours of break is also a problem.and my class is the most pathetic class ever. 5 students including me came for the morning lesson. macam siak kan?
the reason why i came to school today morning because i want to finish my project. and yeah i finish it just before the lesson end.and thats why i still got some time to blog.the reason why i wanna blog, because i got nothing to do at school.and theres only manuela that i can hang out with while others are just a classmate.can i really get the hell out from this course faster?can i?hmmmm

and btw shut up lah! i dont care about you already.

Monday11.01pm
sadly i miss this guy over here so much.if only he call me today and talk to me with his "wonderful magical voice" WAH HAHAHAHHA i will be the most luckiest and happiest girl in this world :D

Monday9.03pm

school are getting more and more "serious shit" i have too start from the top. and for my networking, i have to do some mind map for each 4cores.FOR EXAM WOW! HAHAHA
anyway i pass my networking phase test. it was a shock haha oklah i admit i ask miss ruhaizad abit YES ABIT ONLY! and a little help from friends HAHAHAH and yeah since mr thomas is not with us anymore, our timetable has been change. hmm and almost everyday i start at 8am.

i got nothing to post. my blog is getting more and more boring now.

eh btw kan asl sknrg fashion sume baju lah suar lah berlobang-lobang?

Sunday3.44pm


i know i feel so guilty after making some decisions that was not supposed to do when i know it will cause trouble.I'm stuck right now. i don't know how or what am i supposed to do with you now.its difficult to even tell you or explain to you what was actually happen.you think the difference way when i was being so nice to you.I never meant to cause you trouble And I never meant to do you wrong. i am really sorry.this was just a misunderstanding.and its my fault for not telling you earlier.

Sunday1.25pm

All this soul searching has your head ready to explode. The pressure is building and you need a release. The release you find may determine the outcome of your future. This is the moment where your character is built, because believing is not the same as following.


theres so many reasons why i wanna post this picture.

can i just stop making friends and stop contacting with everyone and live my own life ?can i?

Friday7.59am

yesterday i watch "where got ghost" with mum, brother and shabby HAHAHHAHA. and we are the only malay there in the cinema. WAAAAAAH xD

kat rumah aku ade toyol,die curi Singapore, Malaysia and Indonesia money. baik kaaaaan?

9.21am


do you know how much i miss this 3 little wonderful cuties :(((((( and they love me drawing their faces wooo

btw today i got NETWORKING PHASE TEST HAHAHAHHAHA MACAM SIAK AKU TK TAU BOLEH BUAT KE TAAAAAK! mati hor mati! but dont worry I've been practicing it since last Tuesday and i hope i can passssssssssss :D

Tuesday6.37pm
good ain gone bad!


today im a very bad person,my mouth is really bad, i talked about stupid stuffs, i talked behide people's back,i keep on calling monhtet a bitch,talked about sex and my mouth just kept on coming out vulgar words.for just today yes only for today im being a very bad person.im sorry people.from the bottom of my heart i am really really sorry. i dont know what was i thinking.i dont usually like this, maybe because im to stress thinking about "certain stuffs" hmmm..well come on ain..enjoy your day in school.be happy, laugh like you own the school.do what you usually do which is disturbing esther much HAHA. yeah eventhough sometimes she can be abit attitude problem, she still my best friend who understand me more than anyone in my class and of course manuela too! both are special to me.beri beri speciallllllsssss.

today i didnt finsih my laksa hmmm macam sedih gilerrr!
tomorrow PE/SW yessa!! can run around the school , play badminton with rani.i wanna win her shes very very good! i heard from some people that Indian people good at playing badminton?betol ke?ceh hahaha mari kite find out!

Monday9.37pm

do you think I'm so stupid to ask you to move on now and forget every single shit you spent you time with that person?oh please think ah think. i get pissed because you know i hate that person so so much and yet you still invite her coming to our house when you know im home.nobody ask you to moveon so fast and get a new bitch. nobody ask you to moveon because i ask you too.nobody okay. you should think for yourself.you are the one kept on telling shes having someone else.contacting with someone else and hurting you until you cried at school. so is this my problem nw?is this my fault?because of the person making you cry at school, I've started to hate her.is a big deal for me and that's why i hate her so damn much.and because of this no one will help me to cool you down because they scared you hate them.they scared you didn't want to talk to them.

for now on i wanna stop blogging something stupid,yes i think by thinking about this much is stupid. i got alot of other stuffs to think of.im tired to talk things out together.im tired to talk about it.because theres nothing to talk about.if you want it to be this way then i got nothing to say.this is your life, your own decisions.im here just to tell you what ive thinking about all this while.

Monday12.35pm

since yesterday i have this feeling of just shouting at you and saying how much i hate you treating me this way.eventhough how hard ill tried to forget about it, it reminds me more deeper.my surroundings are just being a bitch, i get fuck up by it.this is so sick i cant even think of what to do next. i dont know what to do with you anymore.and yesterday mum kept on nagging about something i cant take it anymore and today my face turns really black when i heard some news from someone.what can i say, i didn't have a goodday since friday.how i wish mirah is still here with me in my house.playing talking about problems together and pinch her hand until it turns red and laughing at her and calling her a bitch.
can someone talk to me please? :)

sunday11.28pm


can i keep on eating without gain any weight?
can i watch rush hour without anyone disturbing me?
can i shout outside my bedroom window "happy birthday singapura!!!!!"
can i go to jb tomorrow?
can i order mac pancakes tomorrow morning?
can i sing now?
can i forget you?
can i shit?
can i just stop saying those words?

hmmmm

Sunday5.35pm


happy national day people.

Guess what, No one fully understands the ways of the heart. The puzzle itself is the fun part, not the solution.

MY HAIR IS SERIOUSLY DAH ROSAK!!!!!!
i really need to go for a treatment

Saturday1.45pm
mirah didn't want to sleep over my house :( so sad. she don't like me already that's why HAHAHAHHHA

btw i hate guys with fucking loong long long nails. eeeyerrr so disgusting!

besok dah national day seeeeeeeeeeeyy

rani"eh you going to watch fireworks ah?"
ain:"dont want lah!,later people throw bomb at you hah!"
rani:"-____-"

hahaha that is just an excuse, i rather watch it at home than going there with lots and lots of people crowded together.i hate crowded places, i cant chill i cant find any peace HAHA so irritating loooor.

Friday8.17pm

i think i wanna slap somebody

Friday9.25am

my mum she is sick, really sick her nose came out some extra meat in it and she don't feel really good.she went to the doc yesterday and get these few pills and each medicine she have to eat 6 pills. hmmm hope you getting better mum i love you :(

Thursday10.21pm

been busy with school projects and some personal stuffs.im happy today cause ive already present for my lifeskills. teacher said we can present today so me and manuela decided to present today while rena and fiza present it next week.so its fair enough lah. nobody will be left out. i cant be present it next week cause i just goT alot of stuffs to be done.and i dont think i will be coming hmmm so yeah and the other thing is that my group already finish well almost finish the website projects ohweeee! so i got much more time for practicing my phase test this coming next wednesday =)
ive just finish watching FAT ALBERT cerite gerek beb. aku ketawe macam the whole hdb block aku nya punya! "AHMAD ALBAB YANG PUNYA!!!!" HAHAHAHHA wtf.

btw i miss watching sesame streets!

Thursday9.14am
FUCK!

Wednesday1.43pm

I'm too tired to blog.im sorry cause all my recent post was just stupid ones.
been busy doing project hmmmmm and yesterday night while doing my project i saw this group of ants try their best to get food from my dustbin HAHHAHA good sia. TEAM WORK GOOD SPIRIT MAN! TOGETHER AS ONE. i need this kinda spirit for my group =D

okaaaay laaaha byebyeeee.
i love you tambi! <3

tuesday10.11am

1) Are you single or attached?
- im single

2) Do you have a person you like?
- yep

3) What is the name you're in love with?
- muhammad nurul islam aka tambi.

4) If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who will you save?
- HAHA! good question try my best to save both.or save my mum first den save him HAHA.

5) Have you hugged someone before?
- yes! =D

6) Do you love your parents?
- love them so so so so so muchy!

7) Are you willing to do anything for your girlfriend/boyfriend?
- it depends.

8) Will you hug the one you love?
- macam AAH KAN

9) Are you jealous now?
- for?

10) Who is the last person who messaged you?
- mirah bobal pasal frog biadap sak tu anak.

11) Who is your clique?
- my forevr and ever frends ceh

12) Do you want babies in the future?
- i want to have sex den have babies =D HAHAHHAHA

13) Do you prefer MacDonald's, KFC, Burger King, Long John Silver or coffee shop?
- MC BK AND LJS

14) Do you sniff glue?
- i sniff marker.

15) Do you smoke?
- i was years ago

16) If your girlfriend/boyfriend is a two-timer, what will you do?
- aku sepak die sampai mati.pasal aku campak die kat longkang besar

17) Which CCA are you in now?
- i dont have any acually

18) If you're rich, what will you do?
- i will buy abig hs.i will ask my parents nt to work. and half of themoney, keep for emergency HAHAHHA

19) If the one you're in love with held your hand, what will you do?
- hahaha look at him and smile hahaha ceh mcm drama.

20) If the one you're in love rejects you, what will you do?
- move on. get over it.

21) What is/are your cartoon character/s?
- OMG I LIKE SHAWN THE SHEEP HAHAHAHAH!

22) Friendship or both?
- ape kau merepek both

23) Cookie monster or Elmo?
- cookie monster. elmo nk step cute je hahah

24) Do you use laptop or computer?
- i used computer.

25) Do you like lollipop?
- HAHHAHA love.

26) Do you have diary?
- i only have a blog.im nt good at keeping a dairy. will lost it.

27) If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
- will ask him "why you wanna break?" ceh.

28) Are you blur?
- yes! =p

29) If you can have your hair died, what colour do you want it to be?
- i prefer black.

30) Who is the last person who chatted with you on MSN?
- erm nies bbyboybblmerepek giler.

31) How many girls/boys have you beaten before?
- HAHAHA.tak pernah seh SUMPAH! HAHAHA

32) What school are you in?
- ITE MACPHERSON

33) Favourite name for a girl?
- nurul ain the best

34) Favourite name for a boy?
- nurul islam the best =D

35) Tag 10 friends to do this quiz. =)
- carya
-manuela
- jamie
- nadee
- rena
-fizah

others can just do no need to tag =D

monday10.46am


networking phasetest
on wednesday 12th aug 3pm

HEH HEH =D

Sunday3.15pm

aku niari kepenatan serious shit.

besok skolah haiyerrrr.

Saturday5.28pm

i woke up damn early today,need to meet up with friends and headed to esther hs to do our project for cyber wellness. im tired seriously, went out yesterday too i cant rest really! theres no choice, got to buy some stuffs important stuffs to me HAHA!
anyway yesterday went to ite clementi to see fares or fareez or the rejeks to perform HEH HEH . his voice was damn cool love it! =D saw some "fb friends too"
anyway today yah went to esther hs. i did the games materials and stuffs already. and yeah we already done the rules for our GAMESSSS. YOU ALL MUST TRY AND PLAY SURE FUN LOR HAHAHAH. get back home by 1+pm saw shabby watching the "8mile show" join her , rest for awhile and wait till mum get back with my mac spicy burgerrrrrrr =D