Tuesday4.25pm
going to school and learning and trying to get to understand every single shit what Ive learn the whole one year. i heard from mohtet we gonna have our project soon after this holiday. so I've decided to get to know it more about the html and everything.not only that i need to get at least 5hours of attendance.

hot weather,water melon is the best and wonderful fruit at the moment!and ice-cream and coke and wow and many many more.

tuesday3.35pm
It's time to listen to your heart.you can't continue to ignore your emotions. Once you listen, you'll hear an answer you can live with.


this is how we express our feelings. he's difference and special weeeehoooo =D

Tuesday11.54am
in school.

wheres manuela aka jack? hahahahahha xD

Monday3.20pm


when you sleep late,you will end up wake up late and when you woke up late, you will late for your school and when you late for you school, you end up didn't want to go to school and when you didnt want to go to school, you will stay at home doing nothing.and when you get bored, you start to do stupid stuffs like cutting your own hair,draw some arts drawing on your bedroom wall, or even walking around the house naked. i didn't do all this stuffs before excpt for the hair.
what I'm trying to say here is,nothing actually -.-

mirah is back from bangkok! die dah balik die dah balikkkkkkkkkkkkk! :D
biler mau jumpe beb?

Sunday5.05pm
hujan, finally
its raining! HAHAH i love the rain and i always wish i could mandi hujan sia but you know mum dont let and all the reasons of this and that. i wish i was at kampong where by no one dont care whether you wanna mandi hujan or shit outside your house or even singing out loud in the middle of the road ceh hahaha


today i used this new shampoo my mum bought and now my hair smell so damn nice sia!and she bought nasi brani for me i didn't really finish it up all because i was full,the mama gave me alot of rice but abit of meat. -_-
woke up so late today and realise that everyone was at giant -_-

Sunday2.13am
thank god!

i am SERIOUSLY LUCKY TO HAVE YOU BACK IN MY LIFE.SERIOUS SHIT!
i love you and i want you and i miss you and i need you and i miss you more and i love you more and i miss you again and again and i love you again and again macam non stop gitulah. XD

Sunday12.09am
I'm having a very very very very very very very veeeerrrrrrrrrrrry worst bad headache sia :(

and I'm tired, damn tired too tired are you tired?cause I'm tired

wah so fast Sunday already ah

Saturday2.40pm

baby sit today, wondering what should we play with them. :)
i dont feel good lately been having this very bad flu.i hope i will get better in the afternoon oh and yah i dont know why i feel so wired about mj.what i mean is mj died and i feel so weird.hmmm i feel like the world gonna end soon hahah macam merepek kan? i know!

btw mj = Michael Jackson

Saturday12.02am
why oh why

is it because lack of communication,seldom seeing each other or misunderstanding?
lack of communication it is.

Friday1.53pm
if only moopiehead was a true life pet HAHAHAHAH!

mirah going away today.kinda miss hang out with her. i don't know why i feel so awkward with her these days.i don't know what i did wrong or maybe I'm just thinking on something that is so not true.sms mirah today. found out shes going off today haiyah gonna miss you girl.i hope you do miss me too and have a good holiday. i love you :)

Friday1.49pm
Michael Jackson The "King of Pop" suffered a cardiac arrest.
May you rest in peace

Thursday3.27pm
asik asik sumpah!

people been using this word "sumpah" means "swear" on me.not because I've lied to them on something and might not trust me anymore it just that they watch this show where by they kept on saying "sumpah" all the time. and for example, when i said I've already wash my clothes, the person automatically said this "sumpah?!". irritating or what?! and now little mahdi using this word on me too! and when every time he said it , i will quickly replied "lagi skali kau ckp sumpah,aku sepak sepak kau..nak?" hahaha means "one more time you said the swear word, im gonna slap you..want?" hahah ceh fierce ah

mahdi just kept on continue saying that word and running around the house this shows that I'm not fierce enough ceh hahahah...yeah oh yeah

Thursday9.37am
sedih sia how ah how?

recently there are few buyers came to take a beautiful look on this beautipull house.and every time they came ill straight away ask my mum, are we going to move out?or they just take a look only? to tell the truth, i didn't want to move in to another house maybe because I've been living here for years and its hard for me to actually move in to another new house.not only that, dad was telling us about we moving to the west side.i cant believe that dad really have this idea of moving to the further places. this is so unbelievable. hes reason the west side estate was much more cheaper than the east side. reason waduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh

Wednesday10.23pm

aqil is back. and this time he is fucking skinny.
and and and and and.......................................i miss my fl0804x-men ceh

Wednesday7.12pm

i didn't know that you can change into an attitude bitch. ish ish.

wednesday12.00am

jealous,curiosity and painful
why oh why?

Tuesday2.46pm

two days straight I've been cooking for the whole family but yet i didn't eat what Ive cooked.
oh and yesterday i ate alot of durians until i dream of myself bought packets of durians and hide it. hmmm

Your life is much more fun than usual, so enjoy! You're filled with great emotional energy, and it's a safe bet that you can inspire your friends and family to join you in the good times.

But I never told you everything
I'm losing hope and faded dreams
And every single memory, along the way
And I'm sorry, this wasn't easy
When I asked you believe me, and never let go
Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger
Hold me up just a little bit longer
I'll be fine, I swear

will be at malacca for 3days.and im gonna miss you.
loveeeeeeeeeee,ain :)

thursday11.01am
on Friday, Saturday and Sunday ill be in Melacca.how i wish i could stay there longer.

last craving before i went to melacca, i want pizza and a red bull drink wahh best.

convo with mahdi.
my little brother earn more money than me wtf!

me:"mahdi, kak ain nak pizza ah :)"
mahdi:"belom lagi, mahdi nye gaji maseh kecik"
hahahha hes working btw. follow my dad, and my dad gave him money for helping my dad on something. anywayy...
me:"hahahha gaji mahdi brape?"
mahdi:"baru $99 seh"
hahahhaha cukop sia nk beli 5 pizza.

thursday10.05am
Try to really reach out to that one important person who seems to be pulling away -- you can at least slow them down! It's a really good time to be totally honest and let them know how you feel.

Wednesday12.46am
theres nothing interesting this June holidays for me. i cant work, i have to go back to school. having menses that's normal -_- but still in pain of cramps. and yeah I've been watching alot of Cd's on lappy in the night before i get into bed.so boring i know i know. i just got nothing to do then just staying at home and doing nothing then sleeping and eating.i dont have any cash anyway.
i miss someone so damn much. i wish i could meet this someone who i was supposed to meet him long time ago.and i think I'm gonna miss him more when I'm in malacca hmmm
i love islam, i really do. and I'm lucky to have you here with me :)

shabby went for a 3days camp haha! so thats mean I'm gonna use her bed! aku rase macam queen of the world sia! hahahaha boleh golek2 tkde orang nak marah ceh haha. but seriously without shab, i will be damn boring.i miss you shab! shab shab shabby! hahaha

Tuesday5.39pm
3more days to go and i haven't even start packing yet. too lazy and I'm having cramps. this affect my mood hmmm.

i miss seeing someones blog hmmm.

and how the hell can i contact jamie?where are you girl! we need to talk nyehehehe

tuesday10.13am
You feel like Batman, and the world is playing the Riddler. The answer will come.

The line between fact and fiction is blurry at best, and your attempts to clarify matters with your significant other may just create more uncertainty. Go with the flow, at least for the moment.

Monday10.14pm

its so hard for me to face you.whenever you're around, i will try to avoid talking to you.i cant face it.its so hard. really
i hope you change. and this time it must be true.

sunday10.45pm


what a day.

thats all i can say.

saturday6.49pm
movie

Saturday8.45am
i went for baby sit yesterday =]
the kids were shy at first but they went wild after awhile. hahahha we played some games.i bought uno cards.surprisingly they didn't know what games cards is that. so i teach them. we played some heart attack, monopoly and yeah this "stress board games" hahah we had fun

Friday1.57pm

Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

these past few days i felt something shitty gonna happen between us.read rena's blog she said about some "misunderstanding between us" that's kinda weird.i guess i was right theres something fishy around here. hmmm i didn't came to school for two days. i was sick and i did my part as a student. and msg that stupid teacher. but she did not did any of her part. stupid stupid teacher! shes becoming more like a fucking dumb bitch. i hate her really.

Thursday1.32pm
ugly moment

Wednesday6.43pm
sadly i cant work on the holidays.will be back to school doing some stuffs, learning and everything. hmmm i guess theres no holiday for me =(

cant believe it! shes back! that bitch is back!IM sorry but still i don't respect you like how i used too. I'm sorry I'm too mean now. and you make me this way. so blame yourself for that.i know you felt abit awkward when you're back in our house staying with us again and this time its like forever. don't worry i wont talk to you,well maybe i will .we will see

ok then. ill stop here.

Wednesday11.34am

too tired.
sick.
didn't came to school.
and too lazy to take mc.

I'm too tired. too tired to even think. my lips are really dry.hot weather really making me sick.having flu at nights.and headache in the morning.jealousy,mad and negative thoughts. why must everything happen to me?

i know how sometimes words have a nasty habit of flying out of my mouth before i even realize what i've said.

Tuesday10.34pm



somehow,today is just not my day.
i feel soo stuck,fake and yes fuck up.

Tuesday9.10am
WTF?! its only Tuesday!

my mp3 need a new shit..I've been hearing the same old songs.and I'm tired of it. i need something new...

what can i say, this morning is not my day.

thanks anni for the one whole packets of sweets you gave me nyehehehhe =]

monday11.25pm

Monday9.34pm
today

the weather is fucking hot while I'm in school.
the teacher is mad with almost half of the student in the class.
didn't eat much because the food reminds me of the hospital food -_- tasteless
my mp3 need a new song to hear with.
i lost my hairband haizz so sad.
i bought two chicken mushroom when i was otw home today.
once again esther make me laugh for no reason.idk why but maybe her face look so weird and funny?
esther bought her new china i-touch phone,"got tv sia!" sooo we were so excited that we went outside the class just to find the channel.

i guess thats all.

Monday1.39pm


hot hot day, everyone is acting really weird today.

sunday6.54pm
sunday is a boring day.

this is aqil.

Saturday2.43pm


You're right everyone knows it. There's no reason to say it. You know the truth.

Overview
Try not to worry too much about whether you're right or wrong -- later today, you should know for sure and be able to work magic (almost literally) thanks to your new sense of righteousness.

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Hold your tongue beforehand, and you could just save yourself a whole lot of trouble. It's tempting to blurt out the first thing on your mind, but your sweetheart will be ever so grateful if you don't.

Friday8.41pm
kalau lah aku orang yang jalan jalan cari makan tu kan best!

craving for wanton noddle at tong seng. so i meet mirah at her school and headed to tong seng as fast as i could. because i was fucking hungry and i didn't ate my breakfast just because of this hahha
i think i spend most of my money on food. and that's a good thing for me because I've been buying stuffs which i know it is not important. and its a waste so I've change to food and mirah thinks that I've gain weight.

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This relationship is more than ready for Stage Two, so if you're thinking of taking that giant leap toward intimacy, don't hesitate. You can do it now, and rest assured that it will all work out quite well. If this someone is taken, however, you might want to cool your heels and do not pass Go. There's no reason to share affections with anyone. You're loving, compassionate and more than worth the effort it takes to have you. Say that, and say it firmly -- to them, but also to yourself.

The Bottom Line
Seek out that warm and fuzzy feeling. It tells you you're on the right track.

Thursday9.38pm

my mind now is thinking about all kinds of food. nasi brani,tong seng food and more.
one more week and that's it, holiday! i don't feel any excited or happy at all.maybe because i know this holiday are just gonna be "no free time enjoy day for me"..well maybe there is.i dont know yet.

life skills project are currently the worst project i ever did.the teacher is fucking irritating too. she ask something which i know i cant do it or give her what she wanted.she is sooooo unbelievable -_-

kinda feel fucked up these day. especially people surrounding me. sometimes i just don't understand them. ok wait, maybe i should not even care about them because i have my own problems hmm ok that's sounds so selfish hmmm i really don't know what to do. i gave you advise well not only me. even the others gave it too, show some love and this is what i get? omg i really don't know what type of person are you.i had enough. seriously yah

Every moment I look at you and smile.
I never thought I'd be in love like this

Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down.

wednesday10.40pm
craving lah thats why.

went to yahoo.com.sg searchtrying to find the pictures.
and this is what i get -___- wtf

dont trust yahoo.com sometimes.