Sunday11.50am

baby sit.
the kids were sick yesterday. so i didn't do much actually.i was abit sick too. been lying on the sofa and mum do all the work. and i miss sophia. she so cute! =]

nightmare.
that dream is like so real!even when i woke up after that i feel like there are people who wanna kill me.i straight away text islam and he called me and we talked until morning heh =]

school.
i don't feel like going to school on Monday because i don't know. not because I'm lazy just that i hate Monday's lesson. and Tuesday and thursday too! grrrrr

i know I'm a bad daughter,sister,friend and a student.
these past few days, I've been showing my attitude to almost everyone around me.

firstly, last Thursday Ive said something that hurt miss may alot.and making noise and i know i was wrong so i said sorry to her before i went back home.i know she wont forgive me just like that.I'm sorry miss may i didn't mean to hurt your feelings.

secondly,sister,i know I've been angry with you and didn't respect you at all. i just hate you. i hate the way you treat mum. shes not your friend! shes you mother how can you lied to her like that?you fucking cruel.you only care about yourself.you selfish!i hate you and i hate your fucking boyfriend too.from now onwards i wont forgive you, well maybe it takes time, i don't know.we will see.i dont want to talk much about it. this is so hurting.

and lastly, I'm sorry if i hurt anyone of you and people i know. i am really really sorry. =(