Sunday11.19am
forget about my post. its stupid.i delete it away

today is mahdi's birthday party. i will be the party host for today HAHAH! doing all the balloons like how i used to do when I'm working :)

and yeah i was abit sad and feeling down this early morning.after what I've read that someone msg me.but i try to control my feelings by just moveon and forget about it. and thanks to my new friend, who always never fail to make me smile whenever i online and to arif for playing guitar and ask me to hear it woooooo :) even though you play and sikit sikit stop HAHAHA! sonnet wooo! and and melayu song too HAHAHA!

i really just don't understand my own self. i really don't know what i really want right now. its like I'm confused on something that maybe i just cant overcome it right now.i know I'm weak but i didn't show it.