Wednesday9.18am


what was i thinking?!
i lied, so i tell you the truth and I've said sorry for alot of times but still you were fucking sad about it.

now think,
everyone make a fucking mistakes. everyone have problems that they didn't want to share to anyone else except the one he/she really love or can be trusted.why she/he lie?because maybe he/she was scared ,scared to tell the truth.and scared by telling the truth, he/she will loose that someone.

advice,
change yourself because you want not because of someone.what I'm trying to say is I've change now.i did something stupid in my past and i know i was stupid to be one of them but i swear I've change. change because i know i was wrong to act that way and played along with it.it was just my crazy days and i didn't know what fuck i was doing.and i know its hard for people like you to accept it. well ok then, I'm fine with it because i know its hard to accept the truth.i thank god for giving me strenght to atleast tell you the truth and by telling it out to you, i felt so relieved now.

love,
its been few days I've been thinking the same think, i know what you trying to say was ..you really love me and you told me we're attach but i swear i still don't really get it. because by your sayings, its like you're attach with your own self not with me seriously you didn't ask me or told me anything and the next day i found out we're attach already. wtf? don't tell me you really don't know how to talk to a girl or ask them properly. i know you do..because by talking and telling me this way. i felt like you just want to keep it a low profile. people didn't know that actually you're attach to me.or maybe you're just not ready yet. but if you're not ready then why must told me everything about me being your girlfriend and stuffs?please.make up your mind. think whats best for you.I'm sure after all this problem that I've been telling you,you will feel so disappointed by me.i am really really sorry for lieing and not telling the truth.so its up to you.