Thursday10.36am


day after day, its getting worst..I'm creating problems, thats what people are talking about me right now.but i just want to know your answers.i just want to let them know how i felt towards them and everything. i cant silent myself like what people does right now.seriously,its killing me. I'm alone and i just need at least someone there for me and tell me "everything gonna be alright". how simple issit? hmmm they just don't understand me.after that problems happen, i cant even sleep at night. kept on wondering. how am i supposed to live with this kinda life?where i have to force myself to do something that might hurt me.oh god im out of words.

i will be offing my phone the whole day today. so anything you can just contact my house number or shabby's phone :)