Sunday4.08pm


lets go gym tomorrow!
i was planning to go gym tomorrow. since i got nothing to do and its been months i didn't go to gym so yeah maybe tomorrow will be the day! :)

well people just desperately wanna know what happen to me yesterday. lets just forget about it..and don't bother about me because i myself cant even be bothered anymore. you wanna know why? because i wanna be happy! i want everything to be so happy moments. i just wanna forget what happen yesterday.well maybe i do cry abit and text someone to at least told him/her about my problems. but when friends just keep on advice me, i realise that again.why should i even wanna think about it? you know. forget about it...move on with life.lets think positive thoughts.

i don't know how i feel right now.i don't even know whats on mind now. I've been sleeping long hours.woke up in ths morning,bathe,eat and get back to my hours of sleeping.can you believe it? how pathetic my life is! i didn't have any hobby or work at home that at least will make my mind not to think about any problems I'm dealing with right now.but I'm trying here. trying so hard just to forget about it.i know sometimes i feel like by sleeping, it will forget my problems for awhile you know.because when you sleep, you dream of happy moments.and you don't wanna to dream about bad things right?. and sometimes i do feel like I've been curse, curse of having alot of problems that cant be solve in my whole life.and sometimes i wish i was dead..
i know theres something that i think i have to get over it.

do you know how it feels like when you have to deal with many girls for just one guy?many girls who is fucking inlove with a guy and you were his so called "declare you as his girlfriend"??
now make up your mind..
you want that girl, she or your ex girlfriend?