saturday8.41pm
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right.
I'm tripping on words,You've got my head spinning. really why we're together?
There's something about you now,I can't quite figure out.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.


today.
I'm tired, sad, emotional,happy,think negative thoughts,feel so fuckup,confused,stuck,hanging,worried,give up on everything.

you see, most of my feelings for today are just negative ones.i went to nenek house today, i didn't eat much because maybe I've been thinking alot lately and i don't care if I'm hungry or not.i know almost every post are just emo ones.kalau boleh aku pon taknak post sad sad. but what to do, when I'm sad or feeling down. the best way to bring out all my feelings are by blogging it out.get it?

I'm trying to be Strong enough now. maybe this is just the best way to forget all the negative thinking.i want to have happy life too! but i guess i just have to wait.

how do you feel, if your boyfriend said that he's been so dull today cause his friend which is a girl,drank and your boyfriend dont want to talk to you and want to be alone?how do you feel?
as a girlfriend, maybe you will feel abit sad, cause the girl is more important than you.but when you think again, maybe the girlfriend should do her part too, talk things out.since the boyfriend said that girl was his friend,maybe you should give the boyfriend a chance. tell your boyfrined to ask his friend to change or what. you know a friend.if you have a friend who drinks, you surely advice her right?well same goes to you,boyfriend.advice her not by feeling do damn down and didnt want to even talk to your own girlfriend and make her feel that shes not important in your life anymore.

this is what i have to say for today. & i miss mirah boohoo! :(