monday9.49am

why do i have a blog? is simply because when i feel so sad, all i did was just blogging it out and let that someone knows how it feels like to be left out.i just don't understand you?really! is there something you wanna tell me? do you want me to stay?or do you even love me? yes I'm attached with a wonderful person that maybe you all will know him later.its been 1month and afew days we're together and people didn't know about it. but as time goes by he said we're fading. fading as in not how we used to be. i was hurt when he said that because seriously i don't know what he really want from me. he said I'm too selfish. well I'm trying here. trying to change just for this person I've been loving for so damn long.i know i cant move on. and you know that too but that doesn't mean i didn't want us to work things out.you said that i don't understand you, well maybe you should think again,how would you feel if your own girlfriend said she was sad and didn't want to talk to you because of another guy , a guy that she said he was just a friend.
i know you want her to change, but this is not the way. ok maybe i should not drag this all the way.its not your friend's fault anyway, i didn't blame her or even you.
I'll stop here then.