Friday5.54am

its complicated, i really don't know how to explain.
Why we have to play these games we play?You know what I'm saying,You know what I mean.I can't take it.What am I waiting for?
I'm still breaking..And I can't fake it,The way I could before..

this morning, my head is full of negative thoughts,but i manage to forget about it when i start chatting with shazan! he's my long lost msn friend. i used to contact with him when i was secondary 3 and he's damn sweet,he's cute and every girls will love him I'm serious because he got the looks and a heart too haha! we stop contacting when i start to change my number and didn't tell him my new number because i don't know why.so anyway today we talked and i ask him alot of questions.and he told me he's single now and he don't want to get in any of relationship because he's hurt.aww i think he is in the same situation with me now and i pity for him. he really are a nice guy :)

I've been watching and hearing alot of ghost stories. and i get scared every single night hahaha
just finish watching this ghost story on "sensasi channel",and it scary even though i watch it in the afternoon -.- aku tau aku lemah.