Wednesday10.01pm



i want to eat alot.
don't you people dare to stop me! hahaha

I'm okay now. well actually not that okay.doesn't mean I'm okay my problems are solve. it just that fizah did said say something that i was kinda touched with it. I'm sorry to all people for replying your MSG like wtf..really sorry i was kinda pissed with myself and i just need time to be alone. i ate alot today i bought myself a chocolate bar. big one! and that's makes me really happy with myself. i don't really show my reaction or feelings to people around me.so probabbly people who meet me today didn't knew i was kinda not in a mood.and yaah I'm not fat okay. i just love to eat.and when i ate alot, i will shit. so my weight will like forever be the same me. haha I'm just telling this so that people who keep on calling me fat will stop calling me fat.get it? ahaha.you all better shut the fuck up...i will be resting at home the whole day tomorrow i don't want to meet anyone tomorrow i want to be alone at home doing what i used to do when I'm alone.i want to sleep until i feel like I've sleep enough. and ive been sick for like 2weeks?soo maybe this is the time for me to drag myself go to the clinic and get myself a medication.
ok bye