wednesday 1.49pm

"i wish that i could sleep,sleep till the world end."

im not angry im just sad..too sad untill i cant do my 8test papers.
but when friends are there to cheer me up, i manage to did all of it;.and fail by only one paper.alhamdulilah.
this is a lesson which i have to learn and put inside my dumb brain so that i never did this mistakes again.i know i hurt alot of people. when i say alot means fucking damn aloooot! and i know they just get tired of hearing me apologise to them again and again.i didnt mean to did something that might hurt your feelings.i was rude?well maybe i am. i dont know whats wrong with me.i angry with almost everyone. i cant cool myself down.and now i try to change.my mind is spinning round.when im angry, i do cry.i dont want to loose a friend like you.who always there for me and makes me happy almost everyday.but sometimes when i sms you, you always think that i angry with you or what.but seriously no. you always missunderstand me and thats why we always fight. i dont blame you. i blame myself for sms you that way.hmmm for now i just wait till you feel like sms me again.once again im sorry people =(

and thank to esther who actually make the paper heart thingy awww =) will upload the photos later ...