Tuesday9.36pm


today is my mother's birthday,i tried my best to be as happy as ever in front of my mother even though i was not in a mood today.and alhamdulilah i did it.

i thank god for giving me strength in all this. my heart was in pain, i tried not to cry in front of her.and i did it. i cried in the toilet while others were at the hall or some other places.wow i cant believe that i actually wrote it here about me crying in the toilet haha! i guess this was the first time telling every blog hoppers or Friends that actually i do cry and the best part is i cried in the toilet hahaha! anyway me and family celebrate mum birthday by eating steak wooo. sedap! and i ate two of it haha okaaaay i seems happy now..for now only. i just dont want to think much about what happen today so yeah.

ok bye!