Tuesday9.20am
many things had happen these past few days.and i cant post it all here cause some of them are just personal.its been raining and I've been going out almost everyday.yesterday was a happy day for mirah.she did something with her hair. treatment and some soft straight. i was happy for her cause her hair used to be like mine.lion hair haha. she was happy with it.i have to say she looked more pretty than me now HAHA!

and you know what people, you see I've been craving nasi ayam for like 1week already and only yesterday i got the chance to eat 2plate of nasi ayam at bedok HAHAHA. macam babi seh ain. haha but i don't care. i just ate until i feel like i dont want it anymore.and thanks to mirah for treating me nasi ayam =)

oh god meeting someone today its like you're having some job interview, you don't know what he/she gonna say to you.you don't know how to even react in front of the person.i will be meeting someone today, well maybe not, i don't know. i hope nothing bad will happen.or some emotional feelings.i just want to do what i have to do and just go home.i was kinda shock and i really don't know what to say to you after what you have said to me yesterday.its like you're haven't move on with your life yet.I'm weak in all this i don't know how to even explain to you how i felt these past few days.I'm not strong enough and you know that don't you?i just don't want to hurt anyone anymore.i may have some friends who always there for me but still i need time to be alone.what mirah said yesterday, really makes me think again.maybe i trust them easily and i never think first before i did anything to the person.

best song describe my story.
Taylor SwiftForever And Always

"Once upon a time
I believe it was a tuesday
When i caught your eye
We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don`t feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now you`re halfway out the door

And i stare, at the phone
He still, hasn`t called
And you feel so low you can`t feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you`re here and it rains when you`re gone
Cause i was there when you said
Forever and always

Was i out of line? did i say something way to honest?
Did you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought i knew you for a minute
Now i`m not so sure

So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And then you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Didn't mean it baby?
I don't think so

Ohhhhh

Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?"




im craving for laksa! grrrrrrr!