oh goooooooooood today is just not my day. the whole day I'm in a very bad mood,sad and feeling so damn emotional.i was sick my whole body was in pain. i kept on lying on my bed.i didn't show my reactions or told my feelings towards everybody around me.i just kept quite most of the time.I've been thinking alot
why do people always think negative about me?issit cause of my reactions?why they must always misunderstood me?what the fuck did i do wrong now?I'm tired of saying sorry to every single one of them and tired of begging them not to go.

and theres aqil who really makes me happy. he woke me up from bed.im happy when he smile or laugh.