Saturday7.35am

ermm okaaay yesterday was a hell of a good time.but when time passes by and when it comes to night, everything change..i called mirah and she was crying. i feel like crying but i tired not to.i just don't want her to get hurt.she was crying and keep on telling me how she felt about hearull.i tried my best to consoled her.but yes, she keep on saying this and that..and thats when i get fuckup with hearull or should i say all the bloody damn guys in this world.i just don't understand them.what the fuck they want from us.i was wrong to say hearull was the best,fucking damn wrong.hmmmmm if you really love that person and really want to be with them,you will try your best to get this love stronger. I'm not being selfish here, i just cant be bothered anymore. i have to say in this world, there are still good guys out there.it just that its hard for us to find them.

and you, im sorry if i did say something stupid yestrday.i do care about you.i dont know why my mind keep on thinking about you.and i really dont want to loose a friend like you. once again im sorry.