Monday9.19am


I'm just not being myself lately, i get moody easily,mad for no reasons and the worst is about yesterday work.i was the only one doing the hosting. can you imagine one person doing balloons for more than 50 children's queuing up for balloons.but i didn't complain anything because i know that is my job. yesterday was just the worst day ever . woke up in the early morning and I've been shitting for like 6 times?i felt so damn lazy to get up and get ready for work. i dragging myself, walking slowly towards the wild wild wet entrance and i was late.and some of the life guards do ask me "why so moody ain?" i smile and walked away. i just cant find any answers to explain why am i so moody today.problems are just kept on coming.and it really hurts me alot. and yeah after hosting i helped nina and ragu for their party,so playing games with the kids make me felt happy for awhile. and theres this part we bring them to "ula lah slides" they were so cute, running up the staircase and theres this little girl she was suddenly crying and i ask why. she hold my hand and she told she was scared. and i told her "baby, don't worry. everything gonna be alright" but she just too scared to take the slides so i bring her down and just looked at the others of her friends taking the slides.and after that we took them to the lazy river and theres another little boy.he didn't want to use the life jacket and his reasons was "you can hug me :) so i will be alright" hahaha so cute! i was shocked i cant believe he said like that!
after the party thingy,it starts raining so we have to stand down everything.and theres the part i have to make balloons again.and talking with the children and teaching them how to make their own balloons. one of the life guards and i don't even know his name came towards me talk to me haha he make me laugh for awhile .and i asked him about his life being a life guard and stuffs.and he thought i was Chinese -_- hahaha
i finish everything around 6.30 .report to the gr .talked to some kfc friends while walking back to my locker. bathe and get back home. what a day hmmmmm.