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Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 9:47 PM
Monday9.47pm first day of work. i thought it would be easy by just pick the calls and asking them to do some survey but shit lah! susah nak mampos. theres many things you need to deal with. firstly , the people you have to call. some of them are just being a bitch. i called and i was like "hello good afternoon,may i speak to ...." before i get to continue,they hang up! secondly, some of them are just flirty! they're not helping me! i need your answers not flirting with me! haha and lastly wrong numbers or not in use. the hardest part was, you have to call them and before you start to ask them about the survey thingy, you need to know if they married and have young kids at the age of 10 years old and below...if they're not married or having kids 11 years old and above, they cant help us at all. hmmm so i have 4 list of contact numbers to call 1 paper content 70 or 80 contact numbers. and guess what people i only get 3 people to do the survey! others was like wrong numbers or just cant be bothered. haiyaaaa i cant continue this kinda job its killing me. jaq and ivan was planning to change their job from telemarketing to talking to the people face to face. like going to some crowded places and ask them to do our survey. i think by doing that will be better and they will have our attention much better than calling them.right? :)
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@ 9:19 AM
Monday9.19am  I'm just not being myself lately, i get moody easily,mad for no reasons and the worst is about yesterday work.i was the only one doing the hosting. can you imagine one person doing balloons for more than 50 children's queuing up for balloons.but i didn't complain anything because i know that is my job. yesterday was just the worst day ever . woke up in the early morning and I've been shitting for like 6 times?i felt so damn lazy to get up and get ready for work. i dragging myself, walking slowly towards the wild wild wet entrance and i was late.and some of the life guards do ask me "why so moody ain?" i smile and walked away. i just cant find any answers to explain why am i so moody today.problems are just kept on coming.and it really hurts me alot. and yeah after hosting i helped nina and ragu for their party,so playing games with the kids make me felt happy for awhile. and theres this part we bring them to "ula lah slides" they were so cute, running up the staircase and theres this little girl she was suddenly crying and i ask why. she hold my hand and she told she was scared. and i told her "baby, don't worry. everything gonna be alright" but she just too scared to take the slides so i bring her down and just looked at the others of her friends taking the slides.and after that we took them to the lazy river and theres another little boy.he didn't want to use the life jacket and his reasons was "you can hug me :) so i will be alright" hahaha so cute! i was shocked i cant believe he said like that! after the party thingy,it starts raining so we have to stand down everything.and theres the part i have to make balloons again.and talking with the children and teaching them how to make their own balloons. one of the life guards and i don't even know his name came towards me talk to me haha he make me laugh for awhile .and i asked him about his life being a life guard and stuffs.and he thought i was Chinese -_- hahaha i finish everything around 6.30 .report to the gr .talked to some kfc friends while walking back to my locker. bathe and get back home. what a day hmmmmm.
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Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 10:23 PM
Saturday10.24pm
 happy birthday to shabby!  friends and cousins came for the party :)  and I'm not in a mood because i didn't have a good rest since yesterday haiya so sad :( more pictures are at shabby's blog :) im tired and goooodbye!
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Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 2:21 PM
friday2.22pm  since I've been dragging myself at home for a week and it kills me alot cause almost everyday i did the same thing. soooooooooooo i decided to take another job! they need people for 2weeks only so me and jaq will be going this Monday. 1hour $7 ok pe kan kan kan? :) dont worry about my wild wild wet because they only need me on Saturday or Sunday soo i got the 2weeks to take this job. oh i didn't tell you what job i will be doing , its telemarketing! pick calls and stuffs haha. syaf said that job kinda hard but hey! i need money! so yeah i think i can do it.. well i may be tired cause 2weeks straight i will be working but i think i can cope with it.i just want to get myself busy with stuffs and everything i don't want to be like an old slut dragging at home doing nothing and yeah i need money for myself too i cant always ask mum for money. I'm 18! I'm old enough now. i will be having some school activities tomorrow called "walk with the deaf" i think its something got to do with charity or maybe go walk walk with deaf people haha but hey! I'm sure it will be fun! cause i will be meeting all my babies! wooooo miss them so so much! and after that shabby will be having some birthday party at her house , my house also -_- hahaha so yeah and i will get to meet my aqil! omg miss you like crazy sia! i hope you still remember me cause all this while I'm the one who always make you sleep and carry you wherever i go hehe and last but not list i get to meet my mirah! yaaaaaaaaaay!  omg shairi! kau lagi satuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu pergi australia tak bilang! grrrrrrrrrrr!!! online my msn, saw he online and his nick was " is in melbourne now will be back to sg on tuesday!" arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(
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@ 11:24 AM
Friday11.24am ain: what i wanna be when i grow up? me: "theres no way I'm gonna be a singer in the future"  happy birthday shabrina! :) happy happy selalu!
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Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 3:22 PM
Thursday3.22pm
once you be my friend, i will try my best to trust you. and I'm serious about this.but don't make use of me like how the others do.I'm tired of giving them space and trusting them because when the time has come they will pijak pijak your kepale and they will get their ass off from your life.
stalker bodoh stalker!
and theres another story that i really wanna post.
i was alone at home today.doing what i do when I'm alone,msn and hearing songs all over again and when suddenly my house phone rang.you see when i was alone at home i just cant be bothered to answers my house phone.and my mum's knows that so anything she will call my phone instead.so anyway the phone kept on rang and rang and i get fucking irritated by the sounds so i pick up and theres this woman which i don't know who is it but she told me shes from i don't know where.and she asking me alot of weird question like "whats your mother height and weight?" to me thats weird okay like alih alih kau call kau tanye mak aku weight ape?! giler sia! so anyway i was like wtf sia this woman.so i talk to her "eh who are you ,why you wanna know my mother's weight? why are you asking me this kinda questions?" and you know what she said...."I'm from blah blah blah "i cant even hear wth she was saying her voice is like damn far from the phone so anyway she ask about my sister next. hmm she ask when is her birthday and how old is she! HAHAHHAA ok seriously i can anwers that but when it comes to errr " my sister birthday is 2 feb err 19.. err i dont know ah hahaha!" omg! how come i don't even know when my sister were born in what year! HAHAHA but anyway thats not important as long as i know her birthday is what date..and back to the woman aka stalker.i was curious about her so i keep on asking her."where are you from?" and she was like keep on saying the same thing" I'm from blah blah blah and that's the part i cant really hear properly. i think this is some kind of a prank or what. or maybe someone who is trying to stalk me cause I'm alone at home now! hahaha but aku tak takooooooooooooot poooooooon! hahahah :)
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@ 8:29 AM
Thursday8.33am  since everyone been posting about their holidays and stuffs. lets talk about my holiday! okaaaay my holiday is seriously b-o-r-ing you know you know you know!I'm broke, i didn't have any cash in my wallet,well i do have 200$ that has been given by the school.I'm so smart that the school gave me money haha! but the money i already spent on shabby's birthday , mum's birthday present and my own shopping but still tak cukop sia $200!!!! hmmm syukur je lah. and i didn't get to play soccer. i usually went to epfc to play soccer with the girls over there.but shit lah! when i contact with the girls, everyone of them were busy with their national trainings,going overseas and working.hmm talking about working, i do work in the holidays,but i cant really work for the whole 3 weeks cause I'm having some school activities.when i got nothing to do or go anywhere, i will usually stay at home macam maid.kemas sane sini cause I'm moving house soon and before I'm moving to another houses, buyers need to buy my house first before we moved.so aku macam maid ah kemas kemas rumah. but hey! i do have fun cleaning my house! i get to do whatever i want. like putting all my stuffs in other places and running around the house when nobody's at home.singing out loud fun too! hahaha so yeah i have to admit my life is damn boring. i need a new hobby sia! how come this past few days i didn't craving for anything ah ah ah??? hmmmmmmm
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 8:44 AM
Wednesday6.38pm
out of luck.
 Lately, I've been try to fight whatever's pulling us under.it's got a hold and really making me wonder..Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting.But being without you I can't imagine It's just to close to the heart and I won't stand it if were broken apart.Do you hear me? We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards.It's rocking the boat and we got to get control of this Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight In you is everything that I'm missing I know that you hear me,Just tell me you hear me going out with friends would be fun. today i didn't meet any of my friends or mirah.i stayed at home till mum come back from work.i keep on dreaming and thinking but most of time i just dreaming on something.hee i didn't eat much today not because i got no mood or stress. just for fun. i was hungry and i know that but for today let just put aside the food and try to have my half/day puasa :) and I've been sleeping for quit a long hours today because i didn't slept well yesterday and oh the best part for today is i didnt get any bad cramps morning till now. wooo best!
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 9:35 PM
Tuesday9.36pm  today is my mother's birthday,i tried my best to be as happy as ever in front of my mother even though i was not in a mood today.and alhamdulilah i did it. i thank god for giving me strength in all this. my heart was in pain, i tried not to cry in front of her.and i did it. i cried in the toilet while others were at the hall or some other places.wow i cant believe that i actually wrote it here about me crying in the toilet haha! i guess this was the first time telling every blog hoppers or Friends that actually i do cry and the best part is i cried in the toilet hahaha! anyway me and family celebrate mum birthday by eating steak wooo. sedap! and i ate two of it haha okaaaay i seems happy now..for now only. i just dont want to think much about what happen today so yeah. ok bye!
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@ 7:15 PM
Tuesday7.23pm when you're angry or sad or all the negative emotions you're feeling now. you feel like you just want to shout out loud or bang your head on the wall but when i think again, why the fuck must i did that?macam bodoh sak. i delete my post due to some reason. ok bye!
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Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 11:21 AM
Monday11.22am  may both of you happy always :) its been two days i had cramps. and it really affect my mood. i felt so sad,angry and all the negative emotions.mum birthday is tomorrow.and I'm broke. i was planning to bake chocolate cake for her but shabby told me that we only left the cookies powder at home. so maybe we just make some cookies for her before she get back from work.razdee will be coming to help us! hahaha and nana too. nana baik sangat belikan aku nasi ayam. asaaaaaaaaal eh eh eh! hahaha ok bye!
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Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 9:33 PM
Saturday11.07pm im happy today nyehehehe but cannot tell why! :) ok bye!
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@ 8:40 AM
Saturday8.41am  i delete the post because i think i did a wrong thing to wrote it here and told everyone about it.i don't know if you have read it or not. well maybe you did cause you used to tell me , you will take a look at my blog almost everyday.so for that, I'm sorry but seriously that's how i felt about you. lets just don't talk much about this. today i will be working.and I'm gonna in charge in a new game called "super soaker" . i don't know what the hell is that but I'm sure it will be fun because i will partner up with nina! haha and we will make you happy for playing super soaker with us! hahaha so do come to wild wild wet and we will make you all happy as ever! :) second story for today. I'm fucking broke. serious shit. and next week theres 3 person i need to save some money for their birthday present! haha my mum told me earlier that she want this bag and it cost $300+. mampos mahal! but she told me she will collect every each of us "me and sisters" $75.so i only need to save $75 for her..wah satu org je dah $75 kalau lagi 2 tu $75 juga, mampos sia hahahha.i only start working this month and i can only get my pay on the april7...so now tell me how am i supposed to get the money?! mati aku matttttttttttttttttti :( ok bye!
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Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 4:13 PM
Thursday4.13pm
"if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
and Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me"
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@ 10:13 AM
Thursday1.10pm
 picture: 2years agosoo people don't judge others because of their hair. theres no link with their attitude. serious shit.
well to tell the truth, i kinda hate my new hair not hate lah just dislike abit! haha.its so damn straight and some people said that i look like "chinoneh", i don't like people calling me that! i know my hair now is in good condition then my last time hair. but still i don't like it. its like you cant curl it anymore and you cant even tied you hair! troublesome man! and you just have to choose which shampoo is better for your hair.usually i just cant be bothered about which shampoo I'm using. i just buy any shampoo that has the nicest smell to me.haha but still now i don't even care. i still use my dove for my hair and i still tied my hair when I'm working :) i know i have to follow what the hair dresser said.but hey! I'm a soccer player you cant expect me running around the field and don't tie my hair don't you?? gaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
ok bye!
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 10:00 PM
Wednesday10.01pm  i want to eat alot. don't you people dare to stop me! hahaha I'm okay now. well actually not that okay.doesn't mean I'm okay my problems are solve. it just that fizah did said say something that i was kinda touched with it. I'm sorry to all people for replying your MSG like wtf..really sorry i was kinda pissed with myself and i just need time to be alone. i ate alot today i bought myself a chocolate bar. big one! and that's makes me really happy with myself. i don't really show my reaction or feelings to people around me.so probabbly people who meet me today didn't knew i was kinda not in a mood.and yaah I'm not fat okay. i just love to eat.and when i ate alot, i will shit. so my weight will like forever be the same me. haha I'm just telling this so that people who keep on calling me fat will stop calling me fat.get it? ahaha.you all better shut the fuck up...i will be resting at home the whole day tomorrow i don't want to meet anyone tomorrow i want to be alone at home doing what i used to do when I'm alone.i want to sleep until i feel like I've sleep enough. and ive been sick for like 2weeks?soo maybe this is the time for me to drag myself go to the clinic and get myself a medication. ok bye
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@ 3:35 PM
wednesday3.35pm
gone,everything gone :'( all i need now is a big big big hug from that someone. =( i miss my fl0804r badly.
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 3:11 PM
Tuesday3.21pm after meeting mirah and ate my favourite laksa at tampines, i bought two eggtart but in difference shops.just for fun lah and taste which one is better cause mirah said polar was the best one. and guess what it is! polar's egg tart sedap!
ok bye!
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@ 9:20 AM
Tuesday9.20am
many things had happen these past few days.and i cant post it all here cause some of them are just personal.its been raining and I've been going out almost everyday.yesterday was a happy day for mirah.she did something with her hair. treatment and some soft straight. i was happy for her cause her hair used to be like mine.lion hair haha. she was happy with it.i have to say she looked more pretty than me now HAHA!
and you know what people, you see I've been craving nasi ayam for like 1week already and only yesterday i got the chance to eat 2plate of nasi ayam at bedok HAHAHA. macam babi seh ain. haha but i don't care. i just ate until i feel like i dont want it anymore.and thanks to mirah for treating me nasi ayam =)
oh god meeting someone today its like you're having some job interview, you don't know what he/she gonna say to you.you don't know how to even react in front of the person.i will be meeting someone today, well maybe not, i don't know. i hope nothing bad will happen.or some emotional feelings.i just want to do what i have to do and just go home.i was kinda shock and i really don't know what to say to you after what you have said to me yesterday.its like you're haven't move on with your life yet.I'm weak in all this i don't know how to even explain to you how i felt these past few days.I'm not strong enough and you know that don't you?i just don't want to hurt anyone anymore.i may have some friends who always there for me but still i need time to be alone.what mirah said yesterday, really makes me think again.maybe i trust them easily and i never think first before i did anything to the person.
best song describe my story.
Taylor SwiftForever And Always
"Once upon a time
I believe it was a tuesday
When i caught your eye
We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me
Were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don`t feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now you`re halfway out the door
And i stare, at the phone
He still, hasn`t called
And you feel so low you can`t feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you`re here and it rains when you`re gone
Cause i was there when you said
Forever and always
Was i out of line? did i say something way to honest?
Did you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought i knew you for a minute
Now i`m not so sure
So heres to everything
Coming down to nothing
Heres to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore
And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And then you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always
Didn't mean it baby?
I don't think so
Ohhhhh
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?"
im craving for laksa! grrrrrrr!
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Monday, March 16, 2009 @ 8:44 AM
monday8.45am I wanna kiss you
But if I do then I might miss you
It's complicated and stupid.
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Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 10:05 PM
@ 7:39 AM
Sunday7.39am two sticks will make you sick for one week.serious????so today is the day, the day i have to go to the religion camp thingy.they told me its at pasir ris park.hmm mum ask me to go there by bus,she cant drive me there cause she will be busy cook for us the food...so meet you there at 1pm mum!...............leceh pe :( oh god i have to wakeup so damn early, thinking what should i wear.i will be bringing my camera so will be taking some pictures for everyone to see =) ok byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 7:01 PM
Saturday7.02pm
 ibu what happen to your hair?! hahaha so cuteeeee,
naeema was the birthday girl for today party that I'm dealing with.shes only 10?9? HAHAHA years old but damn! she look like shes 12 or 11 years old.anyway dealing with kids is damn hard.you just need to get their attention all the time.they will keep on running here and there and keep on pulling your hands and say" i wanna go there!!" " i want to go to the rollercoster!" i want this, i want that. hahaha so today party was okay. we played some games. and since my name tag was haven't yet been given,I'm using sally's name tag haha so every kids over there were just calling me sally or they even called me "sally sexy!" HAHAHHAHA so cute! so all the time they were just calling me sexy not sally hahah and their parents were like laughing and saying to kids "oh no i cant call her that!" hahaha okok whatever hahaha anyway i had fun today! even though the weather was abit giler today, the kids and i still enjoy the parrrrty! =) good job for ain and nisa!
and I'm craving for pizza now. shut up okay! I'm not pregnant!
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@ 9:09 AM
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