Saturday10.28am
yessa! mr goh's project almost finish!
i only left the summary which i want manuela to do it. cause my brain stuck when it comes to summary summary summary!!I've been waking myself up in the early morning just to finish MR GOH'S PROJECT! DAMN LAH 20 SLIDES. HAVE TO CUT IT OFF.and I DID IT! SYABAS AIN! HAHA! seriously my brain will only function in the Early morning. yes yes! im serious! and when it comes to the afternoon. i get sleepy then i will sleep till night.then at night start to function again HAHAH.

Friday6.37pm
long john juga yang aku nak!



firstly the fries! alamak gemok gemok sedap kan!
secondly the fish. alamak! sedap beb!
you see Ive been craving for quit a few days and still i got no time to go any nearest LJS to eat! all thanks to the teachers who keep on giving me projects! sumpah kau baru tau eh!haha

Friday3.24pm
this is what happen when you get to know a boring guy from your friend!

seriously i am friendly. but when it comes to a guy who get angry just because when i chat with him and suddenly my msn lagging.that's stupid!. that guy is stupid he make me wanna run away from him.how can he angry just because of that.oh and yah i didn't gave him my number.he angry with that also! HAHA that guy really sick man. weird seriously weird. hmmm
okaaaaaaaaaay lets just dont think to much about this. igot 5 more project to think of. so far i only finish kadir's and that's phetatic i know! but what to do. i need to finish my homework too. knn sume cikgu tak kasi chance betol ! GGRRRRRR! mr goh's half through. 20 slides????!!! banyak siol. try to cut it down. hmm and miss may havent even start yet.hmm HOW HOW?!

note:she have this feeling and she know this is so wrong. but she cant help it anymore. his there when she need him. but shit lah his moving on when he found out shes dating with other guy.i guess the girl have to move on too.

best buddy! tipah oh tipah. senjak zaman "andy" kite kenal! HAHHAHA

Friday10.43am
20 slides for one project! WTF?!!!!

stress beb stress! 20slides? people will sleep lah and some more all WORDS NO PICTURES! HAHA
IM DEAD.SUPER DEAD how how?!

Thursday11.13pm
i have to stop watching naruto again. GRR!!

eh irritating lah! stop watch stop watch! haiyer!
my presentations today was horrible. all shy but end up miss may did say me and manuela were GOOD DAMN GOOD! HAHA =D
esther really need to improve her english.she really cannot pronoun the words. and it was funny. so me and manuela help her by asking her to read alot of English books. and we wont let her talk Chinese with us..if not pay 10CENT HORR!!! =D
monhtet was okaay she helped me alot.with all the notes. you're the BEST MAN!
and manuela too! good luck for your ibm exams =)

5more presentations to go.this time i really need to be better then the first one.

Thursday3.46pm
esther want to treat me ice-cream! =D

yessa 1 presentation over! okok dont get too happy ain. 5 more to go remember!!! OMG. banyak siol 5 presentations.hmm and added on my homework haiyer. )=
i dont think i still got the time to blog again seh . but nvm free time can still blog insyallah.
lets just dont talk about project, this Saturday cik ina ( aqil's mother) want to blanja me and others including mirah, satay beb! SATAY! sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap giler!! i cannot wait.and yes i still craving for LJS seh seh seh!!! )=

Thursday10.17am
bad bad dream!

the worst dream ever okok not that worst.just hoping that dream is just a dream.

same goes to mirah HAHAHA.
oh dear, today presentations.

note:the feeling of letting go. im sorry.

Wednesday4.00pm
class cancel!

if i know this will happen. argh!
and yes presentation cancel bagos lah tu kan! hahah but still nvm i can go home and re-do my projects again.now i only did 7 slides for the ibm and apple projects . i feel so sleepy now. i wanna sleep but i cant i need to finish all this projects by today. mr goh presentations will start next week. about my books haha i didn't take it since miss may lesson cancel, i didn't get the chance to go to miss ruhaizah's room and get back my books.

i was planning to get myself a new mp3. yes yes! i want apple. since everyone said that apple is better then creative =D
i need to save some money for this.or maybe hoping someone will buy for me one CEEEEEEH!! please ah please anyone??! hahaha. =p
and yaaaaaaaah since yesterday i am craving for long john sliver. i want the fish and the fries sedap beb!

i cant believe Chinese guys really fall for malay girls wearing kebaya HAHA!
and savi or siva " my Indian friend" called me aim not ain HAHAHA. funny sia

Tuesday6.30pm
lets get back to naruto!
zuhair gave me this website which i can watch all the new series of naruto sia! cool or what!! =D naruto da besar muke same je. -_-
haha anyway school starts tomorrow. i really dont know what to bring actually. i dont know if mr goh want us to present tomorrow or not hmm.and yes im soo gonna take my books which i left it at school haha! the books was in miss ruhaizah's room. hoping tomorrow morning shes in her room so that i can take my books and memorise some notes =D

maybe its the time for me to sell my vans shoes sia. hmm

Tuesday10.43am
okaaaay now i really really really really reallyyyyyyyy need to do something about it.
do your thang ain!


human cant be trusted.
and now i only trust myself and trust my wallet money hahaa. im so young going 18 this year.and yes ivan i saww alot of assholess too.they're fake, fake fake fake.

for now lets just be relax for awhile.lets just see what will happen if i did this to everyone.
oh! and it really sucks when people keep on asking me about this and that.big suck man! you know why cause i dont have the answer and i will keep on saying " ntah lah, pape lah, malas ah nak tau, tak kuaser ah.biar ah die" ah.

valentines coming and my birthday too. for now i want to be happy. happy happy all the way.im tired of being the sad ones.that someone really make me open my mind and think.thanks alot man

Monday9.30pm
loser kan kau. aku tau

-i realise that when someone give me high hopes, i will 100% believe that person.
-im a dreamer. i dream alot.
-i love hearing "radiohead's songs" =D
-when i sleep i love covered my face with my blanket.
-i realise that mirah will always be there when i need her.
-i love to be alone in shabby's room sometimes.
-i hate my own room.
-sometime i feel like smoking again
-i hate someone from FL0804R
-i love to smell lam's hoddie
-sometime i am jealous with mirah.

and now i realise that i dont even know how that person really feels about me anymore.

Monday8.41pm
even ogre have feelingsssssssss!



family day out to da beach!

i had we had a gooooooood time!! =D

Sunday11.37pm

i love this song =D

lets get back to my naruto!

next to me "hantu the ring"
can you believe it 12pm to 6.30pm making balloons non stop. it hurts my fingers alot!.now i have to use "koyok" for my hand hmm anyway i cant complain its my job. and yes even though it really hurts my hands, the feeling will change to happy when you gave the balloons to all this cute little childrens =D
working with nina was okaaaay. she still the belo one. and i keep bullying her .shes going to be 20 btw haha!wan keep disturbing me saying "nak balloon nak balloon!" irritating sak. da tue bangker pon nak balloon ceeeeeh! HAHAH

Saturday3.49pm

its terrible when you have a boyfriend and you just found out yourself that actually you dont even love your boyfriend just like .can you imagine LIKE?!!!! omg thats totally horrible .and its more worst when you had a boyfriend but you love someone else..
this problem its nothing got to do with me it just that almost everyone around me having this kinda problem and they all will come to me and ask what to do. well all i have to say was "stop the relationship and get to know each other better" why? cause almost all of them, they know each other for only 5 weeks and taa daa "kite da stead" =o! haiyer... i used to have this kinda probs before and i tell you. it will never work between you and that person.love is not a game. know each other better. know what he/she love to eat, fav hangout or whatever lah.go for afew dates.and when you think you're ready to be he's or her's , then go for it.

Saturday3.17pm

since my book left at school, i ask ivan.he gave me the question for my homework, i manage to finish all of it! =D thanks ivan!
im done with my homework, kadir's project and miss may's project too.
and now i need to memorise some notes for my presentations. seram sia ! okok for what want to scare sia ain? HAHAHA just present it.hmmm hope for the best.good luck ain good luck fl0804R ceeeeeeeeeeeeeeey! macam nk pergi war!haha

oh oh i had this dream and it was like so sweeeeeet seh, BUT CANNOT TELL HAHAHHA!

Saturday12.33pm

okaaaaaaay so i cant start doing my homework without my books.its my fault i cant blame anyone HAHA i left it at school. shit man! how am i supposed to do my homework now?!ive already plan that i will not be going anywhere just to finish my homework.


compare IBM and APPLE COMPUTER.
present it like as if the product is world best item
10min presentation.haha i know i can do it =D
insyallah.

Friday5.04pm
aku macam ade misai jer!

last two days at around 2am,yul was angry with me cause i didn't pickup his calls haha!sape nak angkat sia org da tdo -_-. so i msg him yesterday and he keep on disturbing me by saying "padan muke tkle tdo sebab ade baby!" haha wtf sia yul?! hahaha and keep on saying "busy sangat pe sampai tak angkat call org" nabey that guy action only ! ahah i know he was angry with me and being so sarcastic sia.SORRY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! =D

Ive been watching this naruto shows for past two days already.and i think i have to stop for the time being to finish my dc project, kadir's project and upcoming miss may project alamak!banyak giler!
next Wednesday is the day of my presentations hmmm
so far i only did my dc and kadir's project half of it. for miss may i havent even start yet.and yes i have homework too! try to finish it by Chinese new year..

anyway today is monhtet birthday. happy birthday mon! hahah

want to celebrate with her but she will be going out with her Myanmar friends and bf =( so sad she got no time for me and others haha ceyyyyyyyyyyy.

ain jealous when other girls said this to you " i love you & i miss you" =(

friday4.33pm
























yok kite pergi ubi =D
follow mirah for her job interview. mini toons nyer headquarters pat ubi techpark. we were lost took alot of buses haha.and when we reach already,theres alot of bangla haha and the place were like so slience.serious if mirah went there alone confrm kene rogol haha! lucky i follow her seh =)
after the interview we went to "niakmath" to eat and wait till haerull "mirah's bf" came. =)

Friday9.18am


sumpah aku suke die! =D


yesterday after school i was busy really really busy watching new naruto show haha! and yes i didnt online .after that, mirah came my house so at night we watch this Hindustan movies.

i dont want to think about what i read yesterday, stupid and really hurt me alot.

Thursday6.14pm

what i saw and what i read are just useless.no point.
i bet you feel no pain at all.

Thursday10.09am



love this song =D

yesterday is just not my day. seems like i had a very bad moodswing these days. and yesterday was the worst. i get angry easily and hurt and all the negative feelings. maybe because of my cramps or i dont know what lah.

friends kept on asking me about my "personal problems" which i dont even wanna talked about it.it will hurt me more seriously why must you ask if you know im just not with that "friend" anymore.i mean not as in not "into it" anymore. i just dont want to think about this .i just need to think about what is important in my life now. exams, projects and my attendance is really important to me now. i need to change myself. i need to think about my GPA. i need to get at least 3GPA this time.
seriously shit !

Wednesday8.18pm

aqil da sunat! =D

just came back from school...

ain: amacam aqil?
ibu: die dah sunat..
ain: wah! =D die nangis?
ibu: tak senyap jee haha
ain: hahaha cute seh!

he's the best he really make me smile almost everyday.

Tuesday7.17pm

since shabby didn't work today and i came back early, we get ourselves an ice cream and go lepak =D
afterall shes the best. she knows everything about me. and i trust her alot.