saturday4.29pm

everyday is so wonderful,suddenly its hard for me to breath.
all started yesterday night.
why you blaming my mother?
she did nothing wrong.it was sister's fault for coming back home so fucking late.and why you angry with me? cause i open the fucking door to let sister go in? i didnt know anything..why you shout at me and mother??.haizz
please stop shouting at me and mother.it was 3am and youre shout like an old crazy man
you make me cry infront of you.shout at you .and i know im in the wrong for shouting at you but i cant really take it.the way you treat my mother and me.cant stop crying till i cant really open my eyes.
my mum is sick.seriously sick! and she just makeup her mind to get out from this fucking house.you wanna slap her?why? she did nothing wrong! you should slap sister not her.haizz im so stress right now..i really dnt know who i want to tell this to.no one will understand me.hmmm
mother even said that she wants to kill herself if sister never said sorry to you.and now you blaming mother ? :'(
i began to believe that my life would never change.
i hate you .